promises

2005-03-14T04:46:00.000-08:00

its been a longg longg longg time since i've blog. probably cush im lazy. wahaa. ok. life's gettin worser. it sux laa. had test after test after test. and finally it ended. then comes the new monsterous coach.
we had friendly match today lo. ok. we lost. im damn disappointed in me. he put me down to play for many rounds lo. and i did not even use that chance. eff laa. sum kindaa lousy school still can lose. pls lo. we are not THAT lousy. we piaa le. give us sum credit. eff eff eff. my head is hurting. eff upp world. screwedd upp worldd.

2005-02-23T05:05:00.000-08:00

why must things turn out this way. i am not prepared for all these lo. why carnt the freakin teachers keep her. i wan jiao lian back. she rowks lo. she rowks she rowks she rowks. i can write a whole entry just about how she rowks the basketball team. how she was the first person in charge of basketball to treat us with respect that non other teacher and jiaolian would. they would just scold scream scold scream. behind that black and strict face of hers. its a friend that you would find always there for you.

i want her back. i broke down in school. hmm. i heard the news then i tried to control. i told myself i could not let her see me cryin. so i suppresed my feelings. but things got out of control as we ended our last trainin with her. we sayed a big tank you to her then i could not control anymore. then i cried like crazy lo. i think my eyes would saw tmr. but its all worth it. she left so early. i breakin down anie time in school tmr and i know it. shes the best-*

2005-01-30T06:06:00.000-08:00

i am growin strawberries!!!
i am growin strawberries!!!
im indeed growin them!!!

i growin STRAWBERRIES
lolls. i just kindaa fancy strawberries. and yes i so do love them. the are so so cute. cute cute!!! they are like tiny. and im determined to leave them in my room. and my mum carnt nag about it. cush strawberries can only survive in coolin weather. well. it so so nice. i hope it will not die so fast. i want it to bloom-

its been a long time since i've blog. wel. everythings been fine but im sort of havin mood swings. wth, its been alright. bboys is in the zonal. i mean. they are too good not to be in there already. wel. ive been on a low profile this year. not helpin out in things im suppose to. chair person threatened to take me off my position but who cares!! i'd glady just step down. hehe. im just bein badd. i wan to slack. been warned by a few of my seniors whom i tok to not to slack. maybe i'd just heed their advice lo. waahha. my live ishh all about this wordd what ever!!!

2005-01-17T05:00:00.000-08:00

all has been wel. whees. long time since i bloggedd. how nice. i'm sitting with yansin now. got scolded by a teacher for tokin today? hahaas. was damn funnie lo. the joke she saidd? hahaas. she's crap and i am sitting beside crap. to make things worse i'm pratically pairin up with her for aniething? lolls. okok. she's nice ((:
my work ishh gettin upp alright. just that i'm not use to sitting withh yansin cushh although she keeps me awake during lessons. she can be quite noisy at times. wahhaaas. okok. she's nice ((: all has been good except today? i dropped my mum's mine and my maid's passbook along with 2 cheque. how can sumone get more jinx then that. ok. tmrr ishh the B'boys furx matchh. we'll be there to give them the support. i think they'll do cchms proud cushh this group of boys are pro-EDD. hahahaas. B'gurrlls would be playin too!! on valentine's day but we carnt be there so jiayou worx!! bothh teams oso mush jiayou!! hahaas. wel still have to wishh them luck so good luckk yarhhs. ohh. the netball team ishh playin oso? accordin to the bubble tea shop uncle. so luckk to all urr teams yarhhs. jiayouu ((:

2005-01-11T05:15:00.000-08:00

wel. all has been guai. everone. and i mean every single one.

shalyn has stopped school. fine lo. bigg bigg pangsehh can ? )))):
wel. so much had happen. i am not currently sittin withh my jiiee. yan sin? ok. she's lame. but her lamness keeps me awake so... who kaires ((x

the new school rules are gettin on my nerves. really on my nerves. i have been guai enoughhh to wear QUARTER socks to school. what more do they wan. FOUR bleeding fingers above the ankle? what the hell can? haii. so lucky that we did not have spot checks today. but o'wel. was guai and its time to be guai-er again? its sick. i wan to paii paii can? but i am afraid of being caught? why carnt they just confirm whose in the team and whose not. so at least i can buy de damn basketball shoes so that the socks would not seem so long even though it is? o`gwaadd. i really hope that i would get in? whees. i hope.

i am not myself recently lo. i dunno what am i thinkin about. who am i thinkin about. as long as its about a person. thats all i noe. wel. i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno. i am just very messy in me? i am luan luan luan. i dunno i dunno i dunno. wel. i really miss sumbody? but i just dunno who. cushh i am feelin funniie. as thoughhh i am really lost without that sumone. but i just dunno who. wel. gtg colourr my damn hairclips becush of the new rules? wthh. heehee ((x

2005-01-05T05:50:00.000-08:00

the furx few days of school. one word to describe. slack. yeaa. slack.

first day of school. guai kia in action =x
was really guai on the furx few days. heehee. socks longg longg. earSTUD small small. skirt longg longg. shirt tuckedd in. andd stuff lo. have never seen myself so guai before. even last time. cushh the first day of sec 1 life. i wore ankle socks ((x lolls. ok. i mean i had that habbit of wearin ankle socks ever since primary school? hahaas.
most of my teachers are the same. except some. heard that my form teacher firce? then oso heardd that she ishh damn unreasonable lo. so i am like. haii. i wan transfer class once i see her that sort of things? ok. things on the first day only had one word to describe. boring. extreamly. hahaas. had trainin after school. after some really borin assemble in which i can summarise within mintues tok. dhen we wore pinkk jersey inside. whees. nice nice. then yeaa. go trainin lo.

secondd dayy. was equally sian. shalyn did not turn upp fer school. was sick? ok. so i had to BEG jolyn to sit with me? sian diao. if i have known. i would have sat withh meiimeii. now i really dunno if she's still the meii meii i known previously. i dun even get to tok to her. i mean altoughh there ishh a great bunchh of basketballer frens? i mean. what ish bettaa then havin frens in urr own class? i feel as though i am not in that class. i dun belong in it? i feel lartagic everyday? everyday without fail? ok. i dunno whats with me. went to bugis afterr everythingg. even wore my badge on the wrong side of my uniform. how blurr can that be? ok. i mean i admit i can be blurr but i did not expect myself to be that blurr lo. heehee ((x took neos withh xiao'steohhh,, eileen,, cassandraa andd huisan,, ruby,, cindyy. funn lo. so many people.

thirdd day a.k.a todayy ((x
today's yansin a.k.a. my jiie's birthday. wel. she's lame as everr. i dunno what more can i say.
had boring lessons before the recess. maths, lit and eng. equally borin. wel. had a fun time after recess. cme and chinese. i mean this are the times when people create as muchh noise as they wan. so was quite nice. andd addin yansin crappin arnd? ok. shalyn did not come to school today. i will feel damn bad if she cums back and i have to pangsehh jolyn? i mean. i'll feel really feel bad lo. this is the first time can? with yansin's occasional crap, i managed to keep awake for chinese. then went to gym toilet meet huisan they all. went to elaine's hse cushh i did not bring my pe? o'wel. i think i am already jinx? hahaas. maybe even for the whole year. is it that bad? hahaas. whuteverr siaa. so pratically the whole bball team peii me go to elaine's hse get a pe shirt and eat. whaaas ((x. the food was nice((: ok. then we went back to school. was almost late. then we decided to slow jog. cushh we all eat until damn full lo. then i intended to not eat anything with msg but i still ate it anw. kaae. trainin. i kept doin things and passin the ball wrongly? haii. i mean i am crap this fews days. i have nuttin to think about. i mean nuttin at all. so i dunno whats my problem. had a new name by xiaoxin mummmiiee. hahaas. ahh' daii. ok lo. ahh' daii. soundds nice. hahaas. addin a sotonggg as well. hahaas.

2005-01-02T03:34:00.000-08:00

i have betta enjoy this day before i go to school. ((x lolls. timetables is up and everything. but i am not at all prepared to go to school or any of theis sort. i still have not played enough. :D i think i became a playaholic? hahaa. is there such word in the first place.

yesterday. went to watch national tresure. nice show. i mean quite. mum was actually allowed me to go into a nc 16 show. meet the fockers. ok. the whold group of my family and my anuts wanted to watch it. only my sis, my cousin and i were underage. my sis- she look perfectly like a 16 year old. size? xp opps. hahas. my cousin was tall enough to pass. it was all because of me! hahas. me!!! mum complained that i look not mature and stuff. so... urmms. we skiped that and went for the latterr. haii. but i was nice still did not mindd. my bro qing de. hahaas. 85 bucks worx, in the end he did not have money to eat. hahaas. was there being a sadist ((x memorable day today. i mean yesterday!

today. went to mrs teo hse to do the banner for pcps brownies. as usual. but treated it as a gatherin lo. had lotsaa fun playin withh paint. ericaa,, pauline,, xin min,, yuhan and xin yun was there. pauline lo. never ask shao hui. hahas. dun blame her either. the outcome of the banner was nice. urmms. at least i tot that the jizzsaw puzzle part was really nice. but with the words on it? i tot otherwise. haha. but who kaires. it looks more of a primary school work. i mean it was not but it is supposED to be. hahaas. spent the whold day there. heardd a shockin news. mr leon is migrating to australiaa .he enjoys it there. but i am goin to miss him so. i mean the whole 6g will. or else i believe (= he's a nice teacher. i really hope i can go to the airport to send him off. but i have trainin. which is more important? weighin the pros and cons now. i am confused oso. urmm. yeaa. just wanna wishh him all the best. and tel him that i still owes him chocolates ((x

2004-12-31T01:58:00.000-08:00

today's the last day of the year;; happy new yearr ((:
whees`` longg await. was a longg longg day yesterday. i dunno how i feel thoughh. confusedd. but i still did it. haii. really wonderin how life wouldd be like. but i am feelin funnie lo. very. have never felt like that before. i mean i was not like that before either. so urmms. yeaa. its a new feelin. all new. all new.

went back to school for nothing. wthh. hahaas. we went there thinkin of doin the brouchures but instead nobody was sort of serious with it. then liping suggested sthh nice. she bring home and do for us. hahaas. we were of course happy with that. haas. duhh. who dun wan slackedd. maybe its the last day of the year? we were walkin in and out of the house. rather. runnin in and out of the school. cush it rained? haii. the furx time. we were walkin out when i saw rain in front of us. but we did not felt it at all. then i was like. lets run. so we ran. but we ran back to school. hahaas. we were dranchh thoughh. haii. the second attempt of gettin out of school. we waited for the rain to stop before leavin. then when we just step out of school. it rained AGAIN. lolls. so we ran back in. hahaas. thirdd attempt to run away from school!!! hahaas. we then waitiedd for the fain to stop then walked out again. then the paper back that lynette gave to me tore. wthh right. so sway. ok lo. then drop into drain. make things worserr. hahaas. triedd to get it. it was like damn wet. and the drain was sliperlyy lo. haii. did not attempt again. but felt bad lo. then half way. it rained again. so this time we decided that we should get out of the school once and for all. so we ran. but on the way. liping recievedd a phone call sayin that the pink jerseys arrived. then we were all estatic. so we ran back into school AGAIN. lolls. went there all wet. take ourr jerseys then left lo. this time was bettaa. walked out of school. this time. this attempt was succesful lo. then went to sing post. cushh everyone was hungry but me and cindy were not. so we went to buy batteries to HEAR the vcd. hahaas, my mvp valentine. whoots. nice show siaa. thenn. buy le we there hearin gaoxin andd barbie's conversation lo. so funniie. lolls. then hear the 5566 my valentine's soundtrack. hahaas. cool. whees. i am mad lo. yesterday night could not sleep at all? yeaa. stayed upp all night thinkin of things. yeaa. slept at 2+ woke up at 4+ then slept again till 6+ ok had a very very extreamly hard time sleepin. i dunno why. just felt really happy. hahaas. really happy andd fortunate;; nothing like i have felt before ((:

2004-12-27T22:02:00.000-08:00

today ish the 28thh. i just cannot change the date fer the one yesterday's and today's. dunno whyy.

yeaa. everyone's back! ruby's back,, huisan's baack. most importantlyy mummiiee ishh backk!! whees`` they all are back. miss ruby,, mummmiiee andd huisaan ((:

went swimmin withh cindyy yesterdaay. was fun. sneeked out of the house. mum sure will not allow me to go out. hahaas. how nice is that. so me and cindy sneeked out and playy. hahaas. went there saw my coachh again!! whoots. he thought that i was mad. hahaas. goin swimmin everyday. hahaas. then went to this bubble teaa shop where they soldd damn nice bubble teaa lo. chocolate but withh peperrmint afterr taste lo. nice ((x went home after that le.
usedd the interrnet and luff till peng lo. cindy ask me go see the ghost stories? but people there made jokes that were really funnie lo. i luff and luff till peng lo. then converr on the net withh sooo many people. soo many people dio suaan =x hahaas.

today just sux. my mum dun let me go out? i have done my work. completed everything? [ mayybe except maths. geex. i liedd ] hahaas. but its just copyin lo. shuld be quite easyy lo. hahaas. then i wanted to go to 108. firstly can see RUBYY!!! next can see HUISAN!! thirdly can play bball. hahaas. i am lame todayy. converr on the net again. hahaas. withh mummiiee and rubbyy!! hahaas. mummiiee goin to gett suan by us again. whee`` fun siaa ((x

2004-12-27T14:17:00.000-08:00

happy boxing day XD
well it was yesterdayy. but just to show how i have been slackin. let me say that! ((x

whees. it had been a " merry christmas " siaa. i nearly died lo. whut kindaa of christmas is this. fine lo. to make things worse. my mum gladin agreed on this invitation to a churchh. i was like wow! a churchh. my mum would not even bring me in althoughh my sis and i prefer to be christians lo. fine. i went in to the churchh in highh sprits. christmas lehhs. at a churchh. it was the most special christmas. whut we heard in the churchh was total ~~crap~~ it was really crap whichh i ratherr not hear. it made me feel even worse. firstly i was not in the christmas sprits already. it made me feel as thoughh i dun everr again. haii. saddedd.
but sumthing i was elated about was that i found avril lavigne's albulm. my cousin worxx. did not expect. was lookin around like crazy fer it when it was just beside me? ((x lolls. i am bluurr ((:

boxin day. it was all about rushhin. what kindaa crap world do i life in? i went to a CHURCH on christmas day and i am in a TEMPLE today. haii. i dun believe in both now. and i am made to go to both. to say the truthh. i only believe in myself **egos** rather. i only believe in miricles ((x
that is whut i am. nothing else. was rushin around the whold day yesterday that i was feelin bottled upp and just needed a break. so i jio cindyy go swimmin lo. then went out of the house. haii. finally siaa. went swim ferr a while then tok tok lo. tok about the COUNTdownparty at sentosaa. whees. only thing i am glad about is that i wuld be able to go there! hehe. anticipated ferr this ferr a long longg long time lo. whees. cindy's goin too! hahaas. i have a bad feelin that something would go wrong about the pickin up times and the overnight thing? i guess my sis would not give a detailed plan on where we would be goin and would we be stayin overnight at the beachh. o`well. things will go right when it needs too ((: sometimes i really think that all my thoughts are all so positive lo. hahaas. is that good?

2004-12-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

merryy xmas withh lotsaa love ((=

yesterday had trainin. was not excally pleased with myself. i lost my temper. well, not in a visible way but i was still irritated when i was not suppose to. i have been doin that. and i think its not really nice. still tryin to change? was happy that i did not lose any temper at the rest of the basketballerrs when we wernt allowed to touch our watebottles for a damn longg time aftuur runnin? kaae. was kindaa pissed withh the coachh but then again she was not at all pleased with our performance yesterday so could not blame her. she enlightened us thou withh her words of 'encouragement'? acctually i dun even noe whut is it called. hecckk. she motivated me to dun even lose hope in aniebody, includin myself cush no one is perfect and we all noe that, when they did sumthing wrong. instead we shuldd help the person upp. that was sort of my interpration.

team work althoughh is about the team and their members. we shuld implicate [ ish it the right spellin? ] our team instead inprove on our individual skills before we talk about team work. i think that the coach have a style in teachhin us. just greatful to her? i have been learnin everything and anything new frm her? from havin a right attitude is very important in suchh gaame? to my basketball skills. i can gladly say that i have improved a hell lot under this jiao lian. althoughh i like the other jiao lian too. but i think this jiao lian has her own way of teachin. i have no doubts that this jiao lian will do a good job teachin us. gwaad. seriously speakin. i am damn scared about the new batchh of sec ones that would be comin in next year. the coachh would train them to be betta than me? hahaas ((x kaae. i shall be betta. i wan to improve. but who will help me? hahaas.

todayy. went to orchard with ruby cindy and huisaan ((x. whoots. lotsaa fun worx. i am damn lame and crappy today. came out withh the crappiest thing you can think of. hahaas. carnt blame me. no one's controllin me. haaii. at least for the past week i have been thinkin of numourous questions but i am damn dead this few dayys? i have not been workin my brain. and when i do not do that. i will crapp. say the truthh i would rather be thinkin. thats one of the reason i have white hair. and lots of them too. hahaas. so should bann myself frm thinkin. was crappy withh every one today. paiisehh. includin the person i was not even familiarr with? maybe i am but i just dun want to admit it ((=

2004-12-18T03:33:00.000-08:00

wheees``` longg time since i last blogg. lazyy. hahas. haad a gatherin todaay. was fun seein a few people!! ((x hahaas. was kindaa slackin n mixin arundd withh our neu juniors. yarhhs. one called botin n don? not really sure. kaae. was havin fun at the gatherin. plaed basketball as usual cush no one brought their volleyball. ((x wahahaas. kaae. damn tiredd. slept at arund 2 yesterday. woke up about 6? tired tired tired. haii. dio suann by sooo manyy people todaay los. wthh. but was fun thoughh. haaas. myy penut mummiieee oso suaan me los. haii. went to play basketball with desmondd;; edmundd;; hongg jie;; xinmin;; alex? nearr my hse dhere. lame los. dhen see dhat desmondd shoot. so stylo. envy worrx. he say he teachh me next time. shuld be a pro teacher barrx. hahaas

2004-12-10T02:56:00.000-08:00

change a skin. was kindaa sick of the othuur one? yeaa. deleted it by mistake alot of times. haiishio. dhen re-do about 5 times cann. pissed. i am sickk ;; feelin sick;; sick of being sick! dunchh noe whutt is daa problem with me this few daaes. a bit blurr n restless. cush i am sick? haii. just tryin my best not to sleep al daa time. aftuur 2 hours of eatin daa cough mixture i will gedd giddy n just sleep. so guess what. i slept daa whole daae again los. kaae. total waste of my time. tmrr have trng n i guess i wuld be fit enoughh to plaae. yarhhs. many sec 1s join us alreadyy. i kindaa scared. haii. was plaaein in daa rain during yesterdaae's trainin. ((x wahahaas. was fun los. dhen daa jiao lian osho noe we wann plaae on daa court. was a wet daae. todaae too. was jas birthdaae yesterdaae. plaae on daa com for the rest of the time i was not sleepin. haii. can be de nxt [cczz]. sickED . piggified ((x

2004-12-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

hahaa. hahaa. hahaas. it was all a misunderstandin los ((x. lame cann? was so elated yesterdaae. hahaa. want to kill sumone but forget it laas since de misunderstandin cleared liao. wahahaas ((x. happy siaa. made a new fren too! wahahaas. kaae. i am lyk sho hyper n free now. heehee. wan call dhat shalyn but her phone engage!!! dotted los. kaae. free. weas like luffin lyk crazy yesterdaae. sho happy but i just found myself really stupid luffin at things which are not de fact. haha. kindaa stuupeed laas. but just treat it as a joke whu ask me to be sho gullible everything osho believe. hahaas. yeaa. shalyn goin to LY next yeaar. happy los. dhen she wan sit wid me dhen i dunchh noe mei mei will sit with whu le. haiishio how? haii. promise meiimeii i nxt year will sit her le los.next year dhen saae laas. haiishio. next yeaar dhen saae barx. al i noe ishh i carnt pangsehh senior de. stop here laas. aniewayy dunchh feel like typin le. go chat.

2004-12-06T18:35:00.000-08:00

``whees. backk in singapore. dunchh noe if it ishh guud or nort. bad cushh i need to see my ahhbuu =( bleagghhs* guud becushh i dunchh noe if it ishh guud too. shuld be guud. yarhhs. dunchh really remember whut happen. dunch bother as well. (x wahahaas. kaae. it was really fun bunkin widd laiine. fun. the whole trip was just fun. but tired as well. many things happenED. hope dhat it wuld nort continue to dhat extent. but enjoyed it loaads. had fun playin pranks on othuur ppLe. was alwayys been the victim of xiao xin's pranks can? haiishio... everyybody was happy even being plaed prank barrx. was kindaa dissapointed in myself. bought a ring ;; broke it. bought a basketball neckless ;; lost it. borrowed laiinne's cap ;; lost it ferr herr cousin as well. haiishio. things was just nort goin well ferr me. many ppLe were sickk sho i ghuess de things was nort goin well ferr the teachers as well barrx. sort of fallin sick. dunchh noe if i shuld go fer trainin tmrr los. coughh coughh coughh. soar throat )x baad time to fall sickk. whut everr. can only eat porridge porridge or more porridge only. but dhen again whuu cares? wahahaas ((x.

2004-11-25T17:25:00.000-08:00

it was like a week ago i blog barx. lazyy marhh. just recoverred frm a leg injuryy cann? fell down again aftuur i blog. kaae. i am a bluur sotOng as i alwayys sae n i alwayys am. (x lolls.

sundaae\\mondaae. nuttin neuu. hurt myy leg sho carnt go oudd. wthh. stayy at home wiiff myy sistuur i ghuess. buggin herr to do my homework ferr me ((((x lolls.

tuesdaae, wentt tuu daa skuu tuu giiv dhat troublesome penguinn daa cheque againn. den she called in daa morning tuu giiv me morr trouble. whut cann i do? cal me mum geed scolded wen it ishh nort my fault. dhen mum haad tuu take half daae leave just to admand daa cheque tuu go tuu chinaa de. so mum was rathherr pissed wiiff penguin too!!! ((: lolls. was there luffin when my mum askk daa penguinn whyy she dhat time neberr checck daa cheque properllyy. =x wahahah. gwadd. saw daa ee rueyy n penut in daa staff rm burt i just standd nearr daa doorr cushh i dunchh wann to see dhem. hearrd chee siaang's voice but doubt he was there cushh neberr see him. mum brought me oud den when tuu tbp. wanna watchh daa taxi cushh mum did nort led me watchh daa incradibles lorr. was pisseddd. denn al daa othuur show she osho dunchh like so watchh daa princess dairies 2 again was quite siann daa second time lo. kaae. den aftuur daa thing mum bring me eat my lunchh cum dinnerr. go eat popcornnn chickenn. den walk walk. saw yellow dheregort sales becushh closin lerr. dhen gort quarterr sockks sho me mum buyy ferr me. 1 buckk niaa.sho happy gortt sockks lerr cushh derr restt me sis wearr a few times dhen spoilt lo. went hm slackked. shittedd.

wednesdaae. went ferr wonderful piano lessons lo. wass like farkk lo. den PSLE de results tuudaae release sho worrie ferr my juniouur. dhen went tuu skuu on daa wayy saaw xiaosaam den went in tuu skuu wiid herr. dhen ate stuupeeed nodle lo. too muchh msg dhen i trainin dhat time i so thirstyy. haiishioo. nearlly died.. dottifiedd.

thursdaae. went back ferr self trainin dhen plaae plaae. dhen my darrhh coaachh xiao heii teachh me hw tuu shoot 3 pointerr. dhen pump pump pump burt i sho happy i yesterrdaae gort in 2 balls lorr. (((= wahahahahah. happy lehh. firstt two balls in myy life lehh. happy happy. dhen went oud tuu eat chickenn rice dhen went tuu orchardd farr east le cushh me n ruby wann buy pmk shirt. sho stayy add pmk vehrii lonng lo. chose chose dhen chose againn. dhenn leftt daa shop. i buyy daa blackk pmk shirtt wiiff athletics x) ;; rubbyy buyy daa dirtyy green nice nice 3 square shirt x) ;; huisaan boughht daa pmk limitedd additionn s sized [onlyy she cann fit inn daa shirt. arghhh]beebee shirtt. nicee nicce lo ;; cindyy bout daa limitedd additionn moomoo shirt barrx. sho onlly tanlayy left daa shopp wiif nuttin? yarrhhs. she did nort bring moneyy sho poor herr lo. dhen we went taa takke neos. i destroyyed one of dhem at daa last min? yarrrhs. x( gwadd. felt a lil baad. dhenn tannlayy wann go tuu go tuu daa heereen daa badge shop sho we peii herr burt rainn sho we run frm one buildin frm anothuur =x . waas fun thoughh. went hm arnd 4 plus? was kindaa tiredd. dhen cine saw xiao`stephhh n eileen at daa mrt sellin chirstmas cards @ 2 dollaa. (x funnie lo. stephh wore a skirt burt she ishh chio n slim sho she wearr aniething osho nice derr. yeaarrhh. eileen anothuur beeg chio buu wiidd daa duaa kaa chenng? =x bewahahahah. tok tuu dhen ferr a while dhen went hm do things ferr my ahhbuu rushh rushh rushh dhen bathh dhen go bbq. went tuu see whetherr xiao`stephh n eileenn stuii dhere while waiting ferr yiiqiaann. partedd wiidd daa 73 cushh yiiqiann walked sho slow *glares* bewahahah. dhenn boughht a carrd ferr xiao`stephhh cushh she clearin stockk. gave daa carrd tuu eileen ferr chistmaas (x . dhenn waitedd ferr derr nxt 73 saw yiqiann dhenn gave herr herr unwraped present. met pauline at dhat bus stop dhen went tuu mrs teo's hse ferr bbq lerr. saw old old brownies was kindaa nice bbq things dhen plaed bball wiid a bball dhat did nort have air. how cool (x lolls. dad sendd pauline hm dhenn went hm le. slept dhen mum woke me upp wenn she sent tuu see iff my hairr was dryy dhen couldd nort sleep le. wthh lo.

tuudaae. forcedd myselff tuu wake upp in case i carnt wen i go ferr trainin. was kinddaa tiredd lo. mum wants me tuu finishh al my eng hw by tuudaae whichh ishh a lil impossiple wiid me on daa com. (x bewahahahah. sho got tuu go lo-

2004-11-20T16:30:00.000-08:00

long time since i updated my blog. laazy. kaae. wulld be a rathher lonng blog lorr.

mondaae. went tuu aunt's hse tuu make pizza n saussage breaad. lame can? whutt ebbaa. sho was slackin arund wen she ask ppLe tuu help herr. den was like messy. sho dere i was like weighhin this weighhin dat den dunchh wann hands on do daa things. al wait ferr my aunty tuu scold den i gedd my sis tuu do ferr me. (x bewahah. kaae. i was baad am still baad wuld forevaa be baad tuu her. (((x lolls. watchhh daa championns denn went home lerr.

tuesdaae. went tuu jurong wiid cine.deo;; xiaoheii;; ruby;; my sis/
was kindaa wet tat daae. nort really alort of ppLe burt straight aftuur we went dere wanna collet daa float dat time den started tuu rain. we were nort supose tuu make wet tat damn tiix sho me n xiao heii go collect daa beeg heavy float ferr dem. yearhh. den even beefore daa rain stop; stoppin dat time. we ran upp tuu daa longest slide lerr. haad a vehhri guud time dere worr. cine kiip luukin oud ferr shuaii ge derr lifegaurdd. ((x cheekyy. dottifiedd. sho was luukin den just nice daa pink slide gort den niid float but she n ruby return deir float lerr sho deyy borrow float frm us den deyy went upp lerr. diaoO. luuk vehhrii lonng lerr. plaae untill rain den our stomach empty lerr den we went tuu daa KFC dere tuu eat. den went home lerr.

wednesdaae. haad dat trainin was likee. farkk. haad muscle ache n stuff. sho haad a hardd time doin loadsaa stuff n esp. streachin;; was like shit!!! den haad a damn matchh. farkk again. al daa ball al daa opportunities al did nort score was rathherr fedupp wiid myself can. aftuur trainin dad came tuu pickk me upp den i ask him tuu sendd cine n ruby oud osho. tired )x

thursdaae. went ferr a fluu jab. nort really pain aftuur it lorr. slacked at home aftuur dat den was havin a headache aftuur dat cushh daa clinic dere underr construction sho i heard noise noise n morr noise den lykk dat derr.

fridaae. went tuu daa ica buildin orhh sumthing lyk dat tuu gedd my sis ic done. i meann she ishh lykk 15? whuii mushh make daa ic? crapp rite? whuut eberr. den wentaa show burtt no moviie tiix. farkk againn. kaae. went shoppinn. as in window shoppin saw ting2 whutt a great time tuu see her. was urgin myy mum tuu gedd goin sho i niid nort see herr face. mum den brought me n sis tuu eat high teaa den went tuu pickk my dad upp. went tuu swimmin den arm was stuii hurtin due tuu the aftuur effect of daa fluu jab. think i saw ******* burt den again nort shuree. shuld be him cushh quite powerfull he swim den he osho gort like tel me before dat he goes dere tuu swim sho mayybe (:

saturdaae \\ tuudaae. )x rain rain rain. kiip rainin ))x den we did nort have a court. cushh seniorrs haav frendly matchh wiid seniorrs derr seniorrs. kaae. whutt daa hell. pratice inside ferr a long time den went out. haad frenly wiid sec 2 ppLe was trashed can? 55 - 06? i think. den ourr old jiao lian kiip sayin tat if we haad daa experience den we would nort be like this lerr. ourr jiao lian saae tat we haad loaadsa miss pass den we weren't dat ready tuu plaae matchh. cushh we all no staminaa. she started tuu suspect dat we did nort complete runnin 4 rounds eachh time. den i think she ishh goin tuu make us increase daa speed orhh whuut. tok about speed. i trip overr myself n my whole foot ishh swollen cann? damn pain lorr. we were doin sprintin den ruby go oud furx burt i haab nort eben puud my leg nice nice;; jiao lian habb nort saae run den ruby scared lose sho she run furx. den i gan jiong den trip overr my leg. ghuess i pulled sumthing in dere. burt whuu kaires. onlyy pain. burt if stuii did nort do down den i tel me mum lerr. i am foreberr sho blurr derr lorr. sotOngg cann? bluurr bluurr bluurr ((x

2004-11-13T04:06:00.000-08:00

in dilemmaa now. whutt shuld i do. dunchh noe if i shuld just take oud my second earhole before my mum cums back from shanghaai. maybe i just should. heh. sumone tell me!

yesterrdaae. whoots. haad loaads of funn at kallang basin. rowkks. yarrhs. went swimmin wiid cindyy; ruby n xiaoheii. whee. nice nice. swim ferr a vehhri long time cushh gort this lifeguard teachhin us how to swim. cindy kiip askin me peii herr. when i gort oudd of the pool wann tuu bathh tat time den i fell while chasin aftuur cindyy n xiaoheii. )x lolls. i haad like 5 bruises cushh of tat great fall. tanks to dem? no, tanks tuu myself ferr runnin. heh. x= lolls. kaae. went tuu plazaa sinng aftuur tat. went tuu eat shi lin the taiiwann food. yarhhs. was nort tat of whutt i thought it wuld be. was rathher dissapointed cushh it was whutt i really wanted tuu tryy. the tako dere was nortt really nicerr den the one in bugis. bleaghh. was ratherr upset laas. haii. went tuu the starr factoryy at the top level. watchh cindyy do the DDR in disbelieve. 0.0 lolls. eyes wiid openn. she was really pro laas. *clapp handds* kaae. den we went tuu plae basketball the machine type short short derr. den we sett the highh scores!! really happy. cine n xiaoheii sett one machine wiid a highh score of 163 whichh i think tat no one could breaad denn me n xiaao heii [ againn ] set the otherr machine's breakable highh score of 128. den gort this group of teeagerrs who were playin wiid the one of the machine wiid the lowerr highh scores. deyy could nort breakk it den deyy were like fark here fark dere. den theyy kept tryin burt deyy still could nort break our highh score. heh. we were tryin vehhri hard nort tuu luff when that guy threw the last ball vehri hard on the boardd. heehee. gerrll powerrr. basketball rules!! dottiifiedd

tuudaae. nuttin muchh slackked pratically the wholedaae. eat sleep eatt sleep watchh teevee. haaii. still a bigg time sotOngg; slackerr; blurrblockk. heh.

-in niid of sum suggestion. ishh the wordd ketchupp n numberr 19 a nice numberr on jereyys?

2004-11-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

finally? yarhhs maybe. i gort a secong earhole lerr. nort really pain lorr. maybe when my mum cums back den i take oud. maybe laas. den i go ask herr den act guai lorr. cushh the hole the person pirce sho funnie. nort straight derr. yarhhs. sho maybe i be guai guai den go take oud.

wed. did nuttin muchh laas. slacked n woke upp at 10+ 11? heh. kaae. i am a bigg time slackerr. gawdd. sleep eat sleep eat. pig lorr. yeaa. den went eat lunchh wiid cine.deo; ruby; huisan; tenng; xiaaoheii. cine creating herr neu recipee wiid mashh kantang n othuur wonderful stuff. urmms. maybe it tasted nice laas. nort really suree. me n teng shared mashh kantang too. ruby ate her lunchh lerr sho nuttin laas. xiaao heii eatin mashh mellows as usual. den we went back to skuu ferr trainin. sho funnie laas. deo.cine againn. *shakeheadd* was rainin sho we went concourse to train. den learnt neu things laas. went oudd den did the same things. yeaa.... aftuur trainin. went tuu buy drinks n urmms. loaddsaa things happen rite?! *smiles* kaae. gettin laame.

tuudaae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILARY happy birthdaae jiie. yeaa. envy envy. she got an ipod from my mum!!!!! nort fair. den she saae she share wiid me. den a little fairer. heh. kaae. sho we went to the MRT to meet lixiann. as in we went IN the mrt to meet herr. den she gave my sis her burfdaae present. choco wiid strawberriees. yuu noe those sold at the esplanade. yeaa. nice. den we waited ferr the feederr bus fer like 20 odd mintues. wth. it does nort operate on public holidaaes. kaae. sho my sis parted wiid lixiann den we started walkin dere laas. how nice man. den we tuuk like 20+ mintues to walk dere. rather far laas. burt to my sis it was quite allright sho i shall nort complain. she was rather touched by the things she was given this burfdaae. den really haappy. went ferr piano lessons wiidout plaein anie thing. diaoo. kaae. my teacher wanted me to stay back to crap around burt i did nort wanna tuu den my sis saved me! hhehh. she sho nice lorr. yeaa. lurrve herr lorr. happy burfddaee jiie.

2004-11-08T17:22:00.000-08:00

whee. back here. mum's left singapore ferr 10 daaes!!! happy. kaae. it was shitted durin yeshterrdaae's trainin. the jiao lian like pms like tat kiip on scoldin ppLe lorr. urmms. the boys coach was there too. we were nort thinkin straight lorr. (x lolls. yeaa. vehri funnie lorr. cum pack to tat jiao lian. she was like mad. scoldin eberybody she could. oh yarhhs. we were made to run 4 rounds. n me. i just could nort stand runnin wiid a totally empty stomach. sho i was havvin this acute pain in my stomach. wth. kaae. we were all half dead aftuur the run n i ghuess the jiao lian noes. sho she let us rest ferr a while before doin the strechin n warm upps lorr. quite slack laas. but maybe becushh of the empty stomach i felt ratherr tired lorr. yarrhs. aftuur trainin eileen cum luuk fer me go tuu see the volleyball ppLe plaae against the primary skuu ppLe. den i was nort free cushh goin window shoppin wiid ruby huisan xh n cindy. yarrhs. shoree eileen. we went to take neos aftuur eatin eatin n eatin summore. went to yellow burt it dao pi lerr. )x saddeninng.went to pmk!! kaae. there were nuw arrivaals of clothes. sum were quite nice. burt no moneyy now. siann. saw sum one in pinkk at the tp interchange. saae wan to be kong zhong fei ren den wann to fly down. heh. sho funnie. kaae. watchh all the late shows ferr the first daae wen my mum ishh gone. the champions, truue files, americaa's next top model, 十字路口，荷兰村. heh. [ managed to learn to type in mandrin ] den eat n sleep.

tuudaae. wuld be goin out wiid josephine. one of my guud guud frens yarhhs. spendd the whole morning wiid bloggerr. yarrhs. preparin tuu go out! 2nd pircinn? mayybe. we shall see.

2004-11-05T02:00:00.000-08:00

it's been a lonng lonng time since i last update barx. yarrhhs. would be kindaa groundedd until my mum leaves singapore which ishh like next mondaae. yarhhs.

wedd. came fer trainin n stuff laas. but beefore tat se were doin ourr basketball bannerr. quite bigg. 3 by 3 meters. yarrhs. it ishh already upp right beside the ncc bannerr. it waas really hard work doin the banner tat bigg. it was my furx time doin such a biig banner in tat type of material despite havin done sho many banners before. yarhhs. sho we went ferr trainin aftuur dat n whatt nort laas. den tat penguin came tuu tell us dat we cannot fall sick n what not when she obviously could see tat most of the people dere was coughin burt too little ppLe sho ourr jian lian carnt like chase us home like what the boy's jiao lian did. yeaa. den ourr jiao lian showed us the jersey fer our trainin which could be wore both wayys. it was bloody biig ferr me lorr. the 'hole' of the shirt was like until the end of my bra. i was quite diguisted at the wayy we hadd to wear tat fer our trainin. ishh eben worse den normal jersey cushh it is frm FBT n it ishh obviously nort a basketball jersey. ohh well. she went through all the pain to get tat jersey fer us so i just buy lorr. aniewayy. it ishh kinndaa sick wearin a shirt tat reveals almost ebery thing. kaae. sick + sick. was damn tired aftuur trainin n how nice. it rained sho heavily.

thursdaae. we were suppose tuu like finishh the whole banner n stuff by an impossible dateline but we still did. (x lolls. kaae. it was toughh work n stuff laas. gort helped frm some seniors n we completed it. went ferr my piano lessons like 45 mins late. was nort skinned alive by my piano teacherr. (x lolls. burt was skinned by my sis n yarhhs. sho therefore grounded. teehee (x rushin ferr time sho tatta``

2004-11-02T04:05:00.000-08:00

monndaae. whhat do yuu xpect frm a group. co-operation barx. sho i was at tm wiid cindy n ruby tuu get posterrs ferr the banner. den we made the test tube thing. really nice now. ebery thing osho haab lerr. sho cool. yeaa. den we went tuu buyy loaads of stuff beefore goin back by bus. yeaa. tuuk 31 frm tm tuu skuu. was eatin sundaae on the bus. *shakehead* kaae. sho we went back tuu skuu den when we on der bus it started tuu rain. bubble teaa shop aunty vehri guud lorr. lend us umbrella tuu go back tuu skuu just tuu cover the poster. yeaa. i was like playin wiidthe rain water. teeheehee. stiuu sho childishh. kaae. huaang lao shi did nort eben gotten ourr banner ready fer us. dotts rite? sho we go help her sort out her thing while waitin fer this converse man tuu sho us derr nxt year jerseys. den we haad a conflict before he came laas. was kindaa guiltyy. kaae. sho the man came. there was a pink jersey lorr. it was really really really nice. dunch noe why xiaoxin dunch like it sho muchh. aniewayy. kaae. at furx the ppLe voted nort ferr it until sum ppLe realise dat it was only a limited time n cated ferr 10 skuus. tat made me lurvve it more. it was the furx year a pink jersey eberr came out lorr. eberry den voted ferr tat jersey as the light colour jerseyy. den now we haad tuu chose the darker colour jersey.den we chose the silver one but tat uncle saae tat the silver one could only be used as our light colour jersey n then the conflict came about. xiaoxin n liping said tat silverr will nort zhao geng sho den theyy just changed the colour on ourr behalff. wtf? kaae. was pissed off when i went home cush i really liked tat colourr lorr. hehe. burt it ishh ovuur n i oshho might nort go intuu c gerrs rite? ohh yarrhs. mum agree tuu let me buyy my shoee. cool rite. furx time worx. den i wuld havv converse derr ankle sock worx. hehe.diaoO.

tuudaae. wentt tuu eat lunch wiid huisan ruby n cindy. we were stiuu decidin where tuu go when i saaw vice-cap. hehe. sho we went in mac tuu ji siao herr. den i became a mac member. haha. dotts. kaae. den went back tuu skuu fer the student guide thing sho siann. i saw karen [a.k.a. ms tan // madam tan // mrs tan ] (x lolls. shhe was wiid mr tan as usual. neberr ji siao herr cushh i was tuu tiredd. the champions starting liaoo go watchh. tml haab trainin. xiann diaoo.

*[[ congrats tuu the volleyball team yearrhs. C gurls 05``

2004-10-30T20:34:00.000-07:00

yestterrdaae. waas like shit. praactice waas urmms. beyondd worrds caan describe? like hell. like anie thing baad. annie thingg. at the starrt it was really horrible but it improved? things were not as tough fer us when urr old coachh came back tuu see us. although we dunch get tuu tok tuu him, we did nort haab tough trainin cushh he was tokin tuu the nw coachh n we slack. (x bwahah. but overall the trainin waas mentally horrible? i dunchh noee. just tired. denn tanlay n elaine sho guud go out tuu buuy bubble teaa ferr us. yeaa. tannks. but i finishhed it instantly? cushh it al became waterr. yarhhs. but still must tank dem laas. waas feelin vehri hungryy. shho me n cinne walked awaae tuu go tuu the canteen tuu get sumthing tuu eat. (x bwahah. we left the rest tuu eat? kaaae. i was baad am still baad. denn we joined dem in the grand audi thinkin of sum thing tuu write on the banner fer the bball cca. me n huisaan were like lyin on the coolin floor n sittin upp once a sound of the door open. heh. funn. sho we came upp wiid things n obviously pennguin did nort like dem sho we haad tuu re think. finnally we came upp wiid sumthing den we went tuu luuk fer herr. denn aftuur eberry thinng. me n cinne waited ferr ruby's ma tuu cum sho she culd send us to the busstop. kaae. tannks. waited quite lonng ferr the bus tuu cum denn whart else. went home.

tuudaae. nuttin much. eat sleep. eat sleep n eat n sleep only. haha.
-gan xie nin-

2004-10-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

kaae. lonng time no uppdate. tryinn tuu make myy ownn skinn butt ratherr taxin. holidaaes arre here!

monndaae. wennt outt wiid ahh`meii cushh rubyy waas nort in skuu. sickk lorr. sho ahh`meii went tuu bugis wiid me tuu shopp ferr a baag. yeaa. walked ferr a damn lonng time walkinn in n outt shops. no onne suitable. butt i was just eagerr tuu get a baag sho went tuu edge derr zinc tuu gett a baag. bought a white onne evenn though i noee tat i wuld make it dirty ferr suree. burt it was the nicest of the colours. went tuu eat tako pachi bee4 i went home. yeaa. tats about itt.

tuesdaae. went tuu orchardd wiid cinne cushh shhe ask me lonng lonng ago if i cuuld go wiid herr. den went back tuu klas realise tat haad tuu staay back fer the chung cheng biann biann biann thingg. burt i promised cinne lerr shho i jushh ponn lorr. i felt baad laa burt i gaave my promise lerr. shho went tuu lucky plazaa wiid cinne tuu gett herr energy figuurine. denn cushh cinne saaw the frozen bball on my hp. shho she osho wann buyy lerr. denn i walkked wiid her tuu the shop. she went back tuu the place where she wanted tuu hide this energy thing but in the endd wiidout hidin she foung her thing back again. she was happii lorr. we saaw ppLe eating tako pachi in the shop den cinne was like. i vehri lonng neber eat lerr. shoo we walk round the whold orchard luukin ferr the tako pachi shop in orchard hiding frm those ppLe whuu were sellin the charity tickets n stuff. 5 bucks lorr. yuu tell me whuu will buy lehh. i wanted tuu donate but i was broke aftuur buyin shuch stuff on monn sho i justt kiip saaein wiid cinne tat we haab no money n stuff. we walked findin tat shop fer like half n hour bee4 findin it. den cinne cum tel me tat she no monney den dunch wan tuu eat. den i was like. yuu walk sho lonng just tuu findd dis shop n yuu dunch wann eatt it? heh. becaame a tako pachii luurrverr?! mayybee.

weednesdaae. tried tuu plaae wiid the oujia boardd butt no friends wanted tuu cum upp. shho we just stopp plaaein aftuur a lonng time. haad trainin. was kinndaa lackk of staminaa although i did norrt pantt. was jushh feelin tiredd. was deenn when i really wanted tuu go runnin eberry daae. yarrhhs. trainin. i kept faulting eberry time. xiaoo heii tuu? but we were al tiredd barx.

thuurrsdaae. teoo cinne ponn skuu lorr. xiaao heii osho. i wantedd but i was all dress when i checked my phone sho i just went lorr. mayybe ishh becushh of the sec 2 project worrk thingg shho i went tuu skuu tuu hannd in tat form. wa jushh really feelin tired. tired n vehri tiredd...

tuudaae. laast daae of skuu yarrhs. mr yue ishh leavin! i dunch nooe tuu feel happy orhh saad lorr. haab no comments actually. but was justt really piss cusshh the ppLe tat were saaein tankk yuu tuu hiim waas makin us stannd underr the rainn jushh tuu listen tuu dem tokk. kaae. whuuteberr mann. waas aasked my miss chan tuu be the student guide den i was like. kaae lorr. burt aftuur i went backk tuu klas luukin at the things about chung cheng i hadd tuu rememberr i nearly faintedd (x burtt aftuur al i sort of volunteered tuu. shho no complaints really. guud lesson tuu learnn. wennt on stage tuu prepare wenn IT was perrformin norrt nooein tat JT did nortt haad aniie thinng tuu perrform?! i am norrt sure but JT did nort perform. kaae. shoo we were rushing like maad lorr. sprayed ourr hannds ferr the starr. the sprayy paint definately contained thinnerr cushh it was really painn aftuur a while. aftuur the perrformance, quickly rann tuu the toilett tuu washh my handd. did nort really cum out laas. denn jushh wentt backk. missed MD n RP's performance lorr. waas kinndaa saad. kaae. watchhed the restt wich was mostly all the saame. sum were really nicce though. yeaa. loyalty did nort winn though. wennt baack home aftuur the whole thingg. wantted tuu go watchh doll masterr wiid cinne ruby huisaan n yaanting burt was att tm n i stuii haad a concerrt tuu go tuu. shho missed it lorr. nutting muchh.

2004-10-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

sundaae. was rushin tuu haab my stuff pack cush my mum wuld be back from americaa. yeaa. eat sleep watch teevee the whole daae beforre i started packin att 9 plus. yeaa.nuttin much happen lorr. slack slack n slack suumore.

mondaae. whee. kaae. hadd sum dance appreciation thingg. i was like half asleep. mayybe jushh tat i dunch like dance barx. aftuur tat i went ferr other lessons. diaoox. jushh sitt dere n listen niaa. sho shuangg. kaae. saw derr ppLe whuu were dancin. found it kindaa lame. (no offence) did nort gett tuu see mime though. my work shop was quite fun laas. did nortt really regretted puttin tat as my choice. yeaa. haab nortt started on sing yet but will do tml. was feelin vehri hungry tudaae fer sum reasons n anotherr. ahh`buu was feelin cold all the tym. wentt out tuu bugis wiid ahh`meii. bought a sling bagg tat ishh big enouff tuu carry jacket n mayybe textbooks fer next year. kaae. walked eberwhere nott able tuu findd a suitable baag. but in the end i stuii bought dis white bagg laar. i am scared it vehri easy dirty. but it was the nicest colour though. bought huaahuaa earrings before i went home. finnally. (x was kindaa piss wiid myself kiip forgettin lorr. yeaa. nuttin muchh. jushh wanna tel ahh`buu tuu takkarries yarhhs.

2004-10-23T20:37:00.000-07:00

thursdaae. nothing new. lugged a biig bagg of things home. clearing locker. den wentt tuu maac tuu eat wiid ahh `meii. yeaa. ate a longg time beefore going hm. watched teevee n slept.

fridaae. went home straight awaae cush i was haabin a file n jushh did nort feel like goin out. yiqian asked me tuu go tuu j8 burt was rather lazy tuu get changed n go dere. yarh. shoriie. sho jushh lazz arund. yarhh. den watched singapore idol. suum times i really wonderr. do singapore even nooe how tuu select ppLe whuu arre talented? mayybe nort. maia was voted out. nott tat she was really guud but ppLe lyk daph shuldd nort be in. haii. whatt eberr.

saturdaae. went fer trainin as usual. saw xiao `stephh att the interchange while i was waiting fer cindy. kaae. sho me n cindy tuuk the silkaair bus again. hehe. (x shuang. went tuu skuu penguin was dere already. sho we rann. burt still we only run 5 rounds. kaae. whatt eberr. sho jiao lian came denn we did the streching. was kindaa tiring the whole trainin. she taught us sumthing new. den i was verhi bluur den she luuk kindaa pissed off by me lorr. hiaa. latuur she plaae the formation thing. i was a forwardd n xiao hei was a guardd. cann yuu believe. anie wayy me n xiao heii was nort really comfortable wiid urr places laas. yeaa. i was feelin weirdd.
aftuur trainin, i was really hungry lorr. shoo we wentt tuu 7-11 tuu eatt. we wentt tuu cine tat time. cushh me n huiisann carnnt make upp urr mind of watchin white chicks orhh oujia board sho we toss coin lorr. we went tuu watch white chick cushh tat was the fate of ourr tossin. wa sehh. really funnie show mann. sat at number 8. cindy satt beside me n kept luffin lorr. haii. wentt shopping att taka aftuur the show cush huiisann wanted tuu buyy the crystal bball. in the endd. i tuuk fancy n bought it too. (x hehe. kaae. denn me n huisan was really hungry sho wanted tuu eat tako burt we missed it den instead we went tuu buyy breadd. smuggled it intuu the mrt n atte it. did nortt wait longg before the mrt came. forgotten tuu buyy the earrings fer huaahuaa. paiisehh. den wentt home foundd out tat my sis did nortt leave anie dinner fer me shoo i wentt tuu buyy lorr. haha. ate watt i wanna eat. supprising my dad did nort scold me ferr wearin black jersey pants lehhs. (x happy. nxt time must go out wiid ruby; huisan; cindy again. shoppingg....

2004-10-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

went out wiid xiao `stephh; eileen; n caroline tuudaae tuu bugis. wanted tuu watch a show i hadd alwayys been intrested tuu watch in burt went tuu bugis den dunch haab tat oujar board. i was quite dissappointed. burt we saw huaahuaa; dyane; jess; mel; fish? [paiisehh if i spell wrongly cush i osho dunch really nooe yuu all. paiisehh again] kaae. den we end upp watch the same show. wimbledon. after takin all derr neoos. loadds of machine we took barx. aniewayy tat wimbledon ish quite a touching show. huahuaa cried lorr (x shoo funniee lehhs. hehe.
den we went walk walk aftuur derr show. endd upp stephh wann tuu see ppLe pierce ear sho she ask me. burt i was kinda scared shoo she pulled huahuaa go pierce. shoo farniie. saw yajun; jolyn at edge. den the whole group of ppLe all go watch huahuaa pierce tuu giib her the morale support. (x hehe. denn cush we no where tuu go lerr den was only lyk 3 + shoo we went back outside the cinema tuu plae a game. i tuudaae sho suay kiip dio den eileen poor thing lorr. haab tuu peii me do loadds of things cush she sabo derr. we were makin a fool out of urr selves though. den we kiip sabo-ing huaahuaa. sorie. hehe. yeaa. den we went home aftuur eileen found out tat she was late den herr mum called herr.
we realised tat we hadd nort eaten our lunchh shoo we went tuu buy takopachii. nort we. stephhh qing me eat derr. tanks loads. denn went home lerr. haad funn laas.

2004-10-16T20:10:00.000-07:00

changed my layout cush i hadd nothing tuu do. hehe. went out wiid ruby n cindy yesterdaae. took neeos as usual. den walk about eben though i was vehri tired aftur bball trainin. luuks as though basketball n chior n maybe dance were the only ccas that needed tuu be back at skuu yesterdaae. trainin was slack yeshterdaae. but i was gettin rusty sho there is nothing wired of being tired. aftur walkin aroung n takin neeos. went tuu dis silver shopp tuu mendd cindy's broken ring which she really lyk. cann see also. we went tuu eat pastaa. we satt dere fer lyk 1+ hourr just tokinn cush we were tuu tired. den we left n walk walk a while before goin home. yeaa. my dad was kindaa worried tat i was nort backk. burt if i were tuu tell him i wanted tuu go out. he wuld most probbablyy dunch lett me go. burt den again. wiid my mum in america he might lett me go. just did not wann tuu risk itt. sho i went home about 5+ sho as nort tuu see my father cus i was wearin my blacks jersey pants. hehe. yeaa. tat's about it laas. i enjoyy going out wiid dem. deyy just rowk. changed my layyout. how did it luuk?

2004-10-14T12:03:00.000-07:00

yeaa. i am so happy. finally the blogger thing allow me tuu blogg. happy n vehh happy. mayybe controllin me frm usingg the com when haabin eoy?
so many things haab happen so farr. some are happy n theres badd things that happen tuu!
i was scolded byy kuku bird fer ehh 'pointing middle finger at sumone else'? yeaa. he just scolded me cus he accuse me fer pointing middle finger at him when i was pointin middle finger at the persun whuu sabo me? haiiz. wharrt ebber. i dunn carre anie morr. just noe that he insluted me of bein a gangster lyk thing n i was piss.
went out widd the best budds of all yeaa.ruby; elaine; huisan; cindy; xiaoheii; ferline. we went tuu 'unlucky plazaa' to get cindy's figerine. me n cindy did nort bring urr cloths to change sho we waited fer dem outside cus the toilet must pay der. wth. den we were sho hungrii dem cindy cannot contact the shopp people sho we deciede tat we shuld go n eat furz. we saw pizza hut den we sort of rush in? mayybe barx. anie wayy we went in den we order loaads tuu eat? yeaa. burt i was lyk sick sho i decided to just eat what i cann. sho in the endd. i ate 2 pizza n a bowl of soup laas n loadds of other stuffs? yeaa. burt whenn deyy spilting the cost deyy allow me tuu pay less. den i was thinkin it ish nort very nice of me tuu payy less. den in the end i stuii paidd less laas. tanks worxx. den we went tuu the shopp tuu get the energy thingg laas. burt it was sold out if i am not wrong. yeaa. sho we looked around the shop when the rest was at the toilet orhh sumthing liike that laas. den we went to far east orhh sumwhere tuu buyy pmk shirts. was vehh happii cuss i savee fer twoo weeks bee4 i gort derr money tuu go out? correction. it was a present frm layy teng n elaine. den elaine's shirt was a present frm me n lay teng n layteng's shirt wuld be a present frm me n elaine. yeaa. den was really really happii laas. neber been since the damn cher scold me! really lurvvee purre milkk tees. haharrs ;-p cus alort of us buyy der tees. den we haad a pmk mebership card orh sth lyk tat den we putt it under huisan's name cus she bought a jacket n cost derr most. yeaa. den we took mrt tuu orchardd den walked too the heerenn. hadd fun laas. den the rest of the ppLe went tuu tiss shop while me; xiaoheii; cindy go tuu the toilet. den dere haab auto derr water n stuff den derr water just dunch wann tuu cum out. sho i change tuu anothur sink. we went backk tuu join dem den we all bought badges? yeaa. nice ones. den we saw dis coool loollippop machine. denn sho cuttiie sho we all bought one each burt x lorrs. 50 cent fer onne lollii. yeaa. den we shopp att heeren shopp longg lerr denn we went tuu cine. ruby deyy all saw dis person whuu looked lyyk aum one whuu scolded dem fark orhh waht ebber den doose ppLe went intuu burger kingg sho we went dere tuu. tanks tuu ferline fer buyyin a drinkk we gort tuu sit! yeaa. den deyy were disscussin whether that guyy was it a nort n stuff. shoo funniie. we walked out of the place becus deyy decided that tat was nort de guyy. den we went tuu royal sporting hse. we went out frm the second floor den we went tuu the morr denn words walk walk denn we saw the person again. den huisan was decided whether it was the guyy whuu scold dem anort den deyy were lyk forget it laas. den we went tuu sambawang music tuu hide frm people laas. den i was damn damn tired lerr. sho me n elaine tong pang ferline's carr tuu somerset mrt which was lyyk sho nearr. haharrs. den saw elaine's mum laas. den she saae i luuk lyk a mix breed lorrs. do i?den i went bacckk tuu orchard tuu meet my mum. cus she was late fer just lyk 5 mintues. den she dio scoldin frm me. keke. den shee bought haigen das orhh howeber yuu spell it fer me tuu eat. shoo guud rite? yeaa den went shoppin widd her again. leggs wanna break lerr. went hm happii happii n eben happiier laas. exams over lerrs sho i slack laas. tuudae osho dunch niid tuu go skuu sho i yesthterdae watch fer love or moneyy dis realityy show till lyk 11. i was nort tired yet sho i went tuu watch anothurr movvie widd diis portable video playin thingg till lyk 1 plus 2 den i slept.
siann. tuudaee haab nth tuu do lerr. at furz wann go tuu eunos tuu earn summ money derr den scared mum scold den dunch wann lerr. slack at home osho no use lorrs. teevee all shho siann. den yiqian fergotten tuu lendd me tiis niicee vcd laas sho carnt watch lorr. sho decided tuu try my luuck in usingg tiis compuuteer tuu just create a post n i am here lorr. i was just vehh vehh vehh happii yeshterdaae sho i created a longg longg post yeaa. haharrs. tuudaae ishh my wondderful meii's burfdaae. happy burfdaae meii. waterbottle cann buyy fer yuu nxt yeaar only cush i am broke. gort yu sth else though. yeaa. enjoyy urr burfdaae yeaa.
` ____happy burfdaae meii. lurrvvee yuu loadds.
* tankks fer yuur pressiie layteng n elaine.

2004-08-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

yeah our skuu der c boyys wonn RI which means tat our skuu ish the national top or sencond le. happie fer temm lorrs. budd i think tat wuld be increasing amount of pressure fer the c gurls nxt year?? haiz. hoppe i cann go intuu c gurls nxt year lorrs. yea.
ppLe sae i changed a lort n i dunno wadd theyy meant lorrs. waddeber theyy sayy just hear lorrs. yea my mood keep swingin tis few dae nohh. haiz. wann die lerrs. tml gort history test i haben read a wordd yett. need tuu do art den go do the damn historyy thinggi. haiz. smuaks n congratss tuu cchms cboyys basketball yea. wish them luck in winning the national camp yea!

2004-08-23T03:10:00.000-07:00

sian larrs. change my layout lerrs. budd i think gort some probb wiff it den now i dunno larrs. sho frustrated by sho many pple now a daes lorrs. furz come the joel n ivan den next come mingtjong lorrs. ppLe out tuu bully me orh wadd??haiz. tuudae i gort pulled out of the skuu by my brain as i could no longger stand the noise my klas ish makin n the damn skuu. sho noisy. just needed a rest frm all tat sho after lookin fer penguin den i went home lerrs. den on the bus saw yiqian den tok tuu her lorrs. den tok until i just dun feel like goin home den i went tuu yiqian's hse instead lorrs. sian. go online the furz person tat chat wiff me sho dao lorrs. givv all the dao remarks lorrs. sae he goin tuu buy rose den i ask who he givvin den all the damn dao remarks came out lerrs. sian den my sis came sms me sae that my dad wanna pick us upp den i was like omg. den i finish changin things den i went home wiff yiqian's company lerrs. yea. she vli good der lorrs. yea. she movin hse lerrs. will mish her der lorrs. haiz. sho many prob nohh. den i goin tuu share cost wiff my ah jie tuu buy teachers' dae presentiies fer mr leon n some other la. dunno wadd she will buy la budd i hope they will like it lorrs. yea. a good fren ish a connection tuu life- a tie tuu the past, a road tuu thefuture, the key tuu sanity in a totally insane wurld agreed??

2004-08-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

buai song alort of ppLe tuudae lorrs. soon tuudae sudden spotcheck lorrs. lucky my klas check ter councilour vli nice i osho noe der sho neber tio caught lorrs. heng heng lorrs. den i think soon see lerrs budd when he comin tat tyme a sec 2 klas walk past den i neber tio lorrs. heng lorrs. went backk tuu klas den ebery all attitude der. damn tat mr leow sho crazy der. neber ask us tuu do work den go scold us. suan us sae my klas stupid sho must be on the furz floor sho tat we cann get the damn attetion we wan! den sway sway ahh erm der row check furz den i neber stand coz i dunno wadd the hell the cher checkin wadd. nort my prob lorrs. dun come givv me face lorrs. nort my fault. my grp n the nxt grp osho nobody stand only shoot me. wadd ish the meanin of tat. i was like forget it lorrs. budd they ebery thing osho shoot me der. p.e tat tyme i retest my pull upp lorrs. den i gort a lerrs. sho happy lehh. *clap hand* den went tuu plae basketball coz fwee tyme wadd. yea. chao angry lorrs. tat pwj n tat mjh keep aimin my ball den gort lorts of ball wan tuu go in budd they use the ball tuu make it go out lorrs. wtf larrs. i was crazyly goin around chasin tat damn round thing. forget it lorrs. den after recess was creative writin. serena n cherie der compo tio lorrs. congrats *clapp hands* yea! den need tuu describe a person in the klas sho yansin describe me den i was sho damn embrassed lorrs. haiz. nxt tyme wann tuu die lerrs. wait fer 31 wait sho lonng.
tuudae ish just nort my dae.
//*________ bigg tyme f a i l u r e ]]* backk tuu reality lerrs!

2004-08-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

haiz. things are forever goin my wayy rite? bloody bytch keep askin ppLe wuii they tok tuu us n not her. backkstabbin me n my frens non stop lorrs. sho obvious tat she ish a damn wanabee. den keep flirtin around den her bloody pitch ish chao high de den she dun noe how tuu shut her mouth. damn irritating lorrs. den ebery thing tat she n her bytchy frens need tuu do fer the klas i osho havv tuu help. i noe i nort suppose tuu complain de budd a little un toleratin lerrs. den eben tat bytch go backk tuu help, she did nothing n wanna us tuu complete it sho i spent the whole sat wiff stacy tuu complete the thing which looked dreatful n i m nort givvin a damn. comin upp after tis stuii gort tat award thinggi n i think i am down fer it again lorrs. haiz. betta nort complain sho much lorrs. as longg as i noe she ish tryin tuu get ppLe tuu her bloody gang n i am nort fightin wiff her lorrs. she cann do wadd eber she wan n i am nort givv my comments aniemore i carnt stand it lerrs. since she ish sho smart, wish her luck tuu get transfered tuu another klas much betta den us lorrs. haha.
many things happen lorrs n i think i am goin crazy lorrs. yarrs budd i just am tryin tuu keep cool about things n smile alwayys. yarrs. n i havv a vli badd temper fer all i noe. haiz. tuu keep my cool ish another vli difficult thing. mayybe i shuld really try lorrs. yarrs. hope tuu pass my test tuu. wish me n ppLe out there studie hard n plae hard tuu. `smuaks

2004-08-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

i was sho farkupp yesterdae den stuii need tuu go fer wadd farkin concert. sho damn sian den after the concert my mum went backk tuu the office n i was dragged along lorrs. wtf. 11+ den reach home den my dad carnt stopp the me being old thingi n cann show them faces when i was just plainly tired. my sis was there kpkb den i was like askin her tuu farkupp coz sho tired lerrs den stuii need tuu see her fakin face. i was just askin everybody i saw tuu fark upp lorrs. mayybe becoz i was tired or something i was just feelin vli aggitated n wanted someone tuu tok tuu. in need lorr.
tuudae went tuu skuu early in the mornin. sms stEff n was bein diaoo by her coz i forgoten that she told me she hadd no trainin den sms her. sho i change of plann den go sms cin den she came tuu tp interchange tuu meet me den i miss der bus by a little bit nia. den i was feelin sho tired after wadd tyme i came home. went tuu skuu half sleepin on the bus. den go fer trainin was seperated intuu two smaller groups of ppLe learnt many new things n was stuii farkin around like wadd i did yesterdae. den i just shuttupp n listen tuu wadd i was suppose tuu do. finally learnt tuu shoot fwee throw wiff 1 hand n was vli happy lorrs. thinkin of learnin tuu shoot other things when i am perfectly well wiff my fwee throw. den sam came fer trainin tuudae n was there luffin at the stupid things i was doin. managed tuu stopp saein the word fark after learnin fwee throw. den bee4 the coach dismissed us. we were madde tuu sae chuung cheng wosh den furz tyme sho we all do wrongly lerrs. diaoo me now sho happie lerrs.
was sho happie lerrs den i go tuu 7eleven tuu buy things treat my frens made myself eben happier. came home ate lunch den come online lerrs. wann tuu go train my basketball skills more budd my muscle cramp den dunno shuld go nort. was being diaoo by yiqian yesterdae n i was farkin her as usual lorrs. waddeber larrs. now i happie cann lerrs. diaoo!?
`sry fer the words was juat angrie

\\*________ bigg tyme f a i l u r e ]]*

2004-08-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

lost all three matches against md, bncr n hm nohh. so saddenin lorrs. den i felt like slappin some ppLe lorrs. crappy nohh. jush tuu keep a promise i was being suan by sho many ppLe lorrs. wtf larrs. tuudae mum send me n sis tuu skuu... sho happie dun need tuu wake up sho early. anieways i wanted tuu go tuu pcps der budd nobody there. den went out wiff pri skuumates den all sho attitude der. went tuu buy present fer xiao hei den i wad decleared broke. wtf lorrs. i havv no money n stuii owe sho many ppLe money dun wanna tuu life lerrs. end me life here if possible
*_____ bigg tyme f a i l u r e ]]*

2004-07-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

wtf larrs.. we lost the furz match against MD!!! i stuii vli angry coz the ppLe keep travelin n stuff vli angry lorrs. i oso did my best lerrs. nxt match against HM! i dun feel like plaein lerrs. i wanna let hm win budd i oso wanna win lorrs. furz match against MD my muscle strain like siao lorrs. wtf. den tuudae stuii go plae badminton. tml gort trainin lorrs. haiz sick after the match lorrs.. now havv flu budd took panedols n feelin horrible stuii. considerin whether tuu go fer basketball trainin tml nort. tml goin backk tuu pcps wiff pauline tuu see our juniors train in their footdrills n go backk skuu havv somemore nice memories lorrs..kinda mish pcps lorts when in sec skuu. the ppLe n they way they treat you, do things, the systems are all sho different nohh. really mish 6g ppLe nohh. haiz. bleaghs sick lerrs. go rest.!.

2004-07-27T06:16:00.000-07:00

lazy tuu blog lorrs... den my mum watch me use the com damn closely lorrs... ehh the c boys in basketball gort champ in the zonal nohh. they really vli der pro lorrs.. if nxt year we cann den good lerrs... we really havv a goal in mind budd haiz due tuu unforesee prob budd hadd a vli good tok wiff stEff n cindy on thebus nohh.yarrs they good advicers nohh.stuii my good frens dat neber change lorrs.forgort tuu bring most of my homework backk lorrs.haiz how badd cann i be.fail my physics test coz neber rite the unit lorrs.haiz.yeayea 2.4 finish lerrs. stuii get a lorrs.budd during the re-test must run under 13 mintues coz i just missed it a little bit nia vli nort fu lorrs.now i vli scared my 5 stations niaa.haiz.waddeber nohh.wan go studie my physics lerrs!!

2004-07-23T02:48:00.000-07:00

ehh... so longg neber come n post lerrs. my fault cause i lazy tuu post lorrs. uh-huh yarrs.. oh yars we goin tuu change choach lerrs... haiz. saddenin lorrs... eben though that coach oways scold us, it ish all fer our own good lorrs... i noe budd there ish stuii a lort of things i dunno how tuu do n solve them lorrs... sadd n ish really sadd lorrs... tink will mish him nohh... yarrs... n he really a good coach lorrs.. dunno how ish the new coach hope she ish well lorrs... n jush lovv eberybody nohh..
loyalty won the interklas against IT worx..*smilexx* budd they really rely on this person only lorrs... n they cann screen dun wanna screen haiz.. see them plae vli funnie der lorrs... haha.. budd that person that the rely on ish really pro lorrs... *envy* yarrs really envy lorrs. budd too badd that tish person quit basketball skuu team i think dunno wuii lorrs.. dunno when they will plae the next match n against who lorrs... yarrs.. budd they quite good larrs... yarrs... they jiayou cann lerrs... so LY must jiayou worx!!! i yong yuan support worx.. yarrs...

2004-07-19T02:30:00.000-07:00

i fergort tuu bring my geog file tuu skuu todae den i need tuu write reflection n i dunno now tuu write nohh... nort vli good at writin reflections fer nort doin homework nohh... yarrs... den tuu make things even worse, my damn sis saw lorrs... haiz... den fer some english klas debate i forth speaker nohh... vli difficult der lorrs.. haiz... tudae things are nort goin well lorrs... den on the wayy back i saw mr ang den he was there disturbin me lorrs... carnt stand him yarrs i think hab tuu go finish my geog file n stuff lorrs... den havv tuu go research on things lorrs...
-ziwei n amanda was nominated tuu become councilaa nohh *congrats*

2004-07-16T22:24:00.000-07:00

i noe how tuu use the thing lerrs... so happy. now i use der msn mama oso dun noe derrs.. haha...cann make invisible der... haha...den todae go skuu on the bus saw stEff n caroline nohh... den i sit behind n read my own book nohh...den i so tired abter readin den stiuu go fer the damn project fest. oh yarrs... ivie grp was in it n they did the news thing.. coool envy worx... if i were tuu be in a grp wiff ppLe like theirs i think we cann complete every ting vli fast der nohh...yarrs.... tok bout that i havv nort done der history proposal budd i just delicate the rest tuu do nohh so badd ritz me?? haha...me noe... uh-huh budd ish nort like my fault cause givv them 'deadline' den they all heck care me so now i oso heck care them make them do haha...i really vli badd budd i told e ppLe that i will help them complete it der...den they all vli der angry wiff me actually ish only one... the project fest was stuii ok nohh... yarrs budd the presentation was quite baddly done n the sec 1s were tokin non stopp vli irritating budd i carnt do anything... den went back tuu klas found 10 dollars on the floor den pick upp den donate to the klas fund den went to buyy something den do lotsa thing den mum come n fetch me den my sis go tuu skuu fer the DOS thing dunno wadd the hell ish tat nohh... wadd crap debating thing... yarrs...
came home realised that sijin ocean dics was wiff me den vli de sorrie her carnt hear anything den havv a lort of ting den aunty make pizza fer me nohh... **clapps eat pizza den type tis den my mum need tuu go out so wanna me tuu bath nohh.... yarrs... tata...
--standin just a distance away carnt do anything wanna join budd wuld nort be wanted by them~friendship tuu me means a lort n it nort happenin now lorrs... tryin my best tuu live wiffout them n their behaiver to bother me budd does nort seam tuu be workin. i wanna be wiff them n that ish a wish n it has nort happen WHY

2004-07-16T16:23:00.000-07:00

todae i come home soo early nohh... dunno wuii budd jush feel vli tired todae n hadd ppLe saein a lort of crap tuu me n stuff... den that history proposal havv nort eben started when we suppose tuu noe n complete eberything by tis comin mon nohh... wth lorrs... yea n those ppLe are nort puttin in der effort tuu do the proposal fer that ~miss soh.. wtf lorrs... den yarrs that ish wadd ish happenin in skuu lorrs...
tml wanna go backk pcps budd sh carnt so me n hf dun wanna go backk lerrs.. so sadd lorrs... tot cann see them all together lerrs... nebermindd nohh.. next tyme den ask them out again lorrs.. yeahh.. jush vli mish sh lorrs... so longg neber see her lerrs... tag me more often worx.... uh-huh..
came home tuu eat lunchie den came online tuu download hell lorts of stuff fer msn ders... download lerrs budd oso dunn noe how to use lorrs... crappy dae fer me tudae nohh... haiz...
tml need tuu go skuu fer something lorrs.. den havv cchms der amazing race budd that dae i gort some stupid piano exam soo carnt go wiff all my good frens nohh... yarrs sadd... shuld be quite intresting budd i carnt make it... sorrie pEeps lorrs... yarrs... den tml dun havv trainin lorrs... sadd sadd n even sadder lorrs... haiz....gtg fer tuition lerrs lorrs...
-hu99ies ~ smile always ^.^ **** ***

2004-07-15T01:02:00.000-07:00

the eber confident me in ebery thing has already gone... wiff anything n eberyone has taken it away... budd i havv not really been so down on luck tis few dae lorrs *smiLez* yarrs mayybe ish becoz i started wakin upp frm the 'coma' that i havv been it. diaoo me lorrs.. i goin to havv so many testes n i havv nort done any revision at all. as in really havv nort done any. maybe wadd i havv predicted havv really come out lorrs. haiz. carnt be complaisant anymore lorrs. not studing n stuff. really sick of it lerrs... jush wanna go studie well n get good grades lorrs... thinkin of tis mayybe tis ish the reason that my mum dun see the 'intresting' side of me anymore. being in a skuu like cchms has changed my life n alot of it.
eben though i havv lost the old me, a new me wuld come upp soon lorrs... after some motivation by my good frens lorrs.. names nort mention but it wuld owayys be in me n i wuld ( if nxt tyme i wuld havv my dream come true ) tank them fer their confidence in me nohh...tank them stuii now lorrs...

2004-07-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

havv been farkin around tis few dae nohh...ppLe make me angryier tis few daes lorrs. wanna ren oso carnt lerr nohh... our klasroom havv been sabo by lotsa ppLe n lots of things havv had happened to our klas der things nohh... every thing ish misplaced n wadd norh lorrs...den i went to see the match against ahs.. really pro lorrs derr ppLe there... that lau***** was there playin n as pro as eber nohh... **envy envy worx..budd come to think of it, my seniors really played vli well nohh... doubtin that i cann eber come home early again cause the penguin ish goin to change our training dates nohh... den i havv to train harder to shoot wiff one hand nohh.. really stress n wanna givv upp budd nothing ish impossible in tish very wurld n that ish wadd i believe n wadd i wuld do nohh nort goin to givv upp]]* winkzZz** feelin stress fer ebery thing n anything.. tryin to handle the toughest prob that i havv.. believe that trainin daes wuld be increased budd i think that ish kiex nohh.. playin like me shuld get more training nohh...things havv nort been goin well my last week budd tish week ish stuii kiew lorrs... pls dun eber let me see the jinx again budd come to think of it mayybe after my damn piano exams, i quit piano den i wuld havv tyme den can ask the jinx to teach me how to plae nohh... see really he plae vli de well jush like two other ppLe i noe... really envy lehh..the coach havv been askin me to learn to shoot wiff one hand fer a longg tyme n he ish stuii remindin me nohh... will die lehh.. budd ish all fer my own good ritz?? diaoo**teng hadd jush bothered about me lerrs... happy happy worx... my good good frens lehh... haharrs... waddeber nohh
-happy post burfdae shaohui.. sorrie yeshterdae hadd no tyme to call yew worx... takkaries

2004-07-09T23:08:00.000-07:00

just damn worked up todae nohh thinkin that my best friend ish *** and wadd ish the defination of best frens??? i always tot that best frens = sharing your pain n happiness, no matter whether yew yourself ish a dangerous warewolf or pet... budd they will just help you when u are in the dark and help you up when you fall tis ish wadd most ppLe wuld describe a true fren as. budd in my whole entire ring of friends, only 5 are... they would just noe when yew are serious when yew are nort when yew are in pain and when to help yew upp after a fall instead of thinkin like any ordinary fren when they carnt be given that special title of being your best fren!!!
jush vli worked upp todae lorrs... trainin that tyme the sec 1s were treatin me like a total stranger and even my 'best fren' hadd stopp tokin to me cause of some stupid question. shunning me was wadd they all did!! the tourture ish nort havvin anybody to tok to instead bein accuse of being something which i am nort!!! liiew eben my good fren who ish vli sociable de oso neber tok to me... was close to tears lorrs... 1 person wass vli nice to me budd.......................... doubts........... lots of motive...............i jush hate ppLe like that!!!

a person who ish really nice who understands yew totally and stands besides yew helpin yew motivating yew ish wadd i call a real good friend!!!

2004-07-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

me looks as though that i am an ailen from another planet budd oe tsh wurld vli well den i came here one dae n i just recalled that i hadd a lort of things wuitting fer me nohh... den homework all neber revise n all lorrs.... just feeling so lost at this moment of my life lorrs.. as in wiff nort just homework budd other things as well nohh... yarrs those ppLe that noe we well enough shuld noe lorrs... just fer saein that i dun like anyone to let my fren not anyhow thing, i gort accused of bein a lass... diaoo rits.. den that person sae that she dun wanna tok to me anymore... haha.. doubts* yarrs... me lass??/ wait longg oso dun havv larrs... haharrs... tuition lerrs... update later... tata

2004-07-04T18:22:00.000-07:00

really neber come fer a long tyme lerrs.... havvin tis piano fest so was there eberydae lorrs...yarrs... quite nice though...hadd made new frens n stuff... really nice larrs...
sat:
hadd training as usual. den was vli slack until break was over lorrs.. den do the 4 ppLe pass thing den i made the whole team re-do the second tyme cause i forgot wadd ish that all about lerrs. den go hit the board thing... i made them re-do 3 times n i jush hated myself at that tyme lorrs.. den i cried even though they sae that they dun blame me budd i stuii blamed myself lorrs... keep throwing over the board n got scolede by that jiao lian lorrs... poor san hadd tu stand behond me n collect the balls which i threw wrongly lorrs... sorrie worx... i noe that eberybody was vli fustrated wiff me lorrs... n i oso vli fustrated wiff myself lorrs... haiz really sorrie pppLe!! den after that i tried restoring to normal budd i jush could nort lorrs... in myself a sense of guilt was stuii there lorrs...budd on my face i placed a happy smile so that ppLe wuld nort remind me about that incident or i wuld cry again. thanks ppLe who gave me the encouragement tu finish the whole thing...den after training... me huisan cindy xiaohei liping and some others went to 7 eleven to eat lunch... den liping went home... den the rest of us went to by a towel to bath in skuu... lame ritz?? "(-.-)den finish and stuff went fer that stupid speech den xiaohei went home cause she bribed that person den went home lerrs... i sat there at that stupid n hot grand audi wiff magiccool den was sprayin a little larrs... after the speech went home tu bath again den piano fest we went...
sundae:
nothing much jush that went n stayed fer a vli long tyme before i went home budd lied to my mum...(badd me) n went to mke a lort of things............went fer the concert n mean while while watchin the concert... me and my best of best frens become sort of like a 'godsister' thing n wanna noe yijie's number so cann make fun of him since he ish my god sister de god bro lorrs. complex larrs... that all rits...
todae:
i might be goin out wiff my sister tu watch spiderman join me if yew wanna anyone!!! tata!! lovv all loads n sorrie to basketball players who suffered under my stupid hands....SORRIE

2004-07-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

soo longg neber comme online lerrs... trainin ish gettin tougher n that penguin ish watchin the sec ones vli strictly n i havv injured my knee after the 2.1 run during pe which i did nort beat **( continue guessin only SOME ppLe wuld noe who ish **) i ran like so lously i n i get breathless li easily lerrs mayybe vli longg neber run lerrs... all i noe ish that ppLe dun get wadd they deserve budd helpin ppLe ish nort that badd though ritZ... goin to get backk my report book lerrs. my klas ish nort that badd larrs. 5th in klas n that ish wadd i carnt expect much lerrs. i only gort one a1 though n that only cann be maths cause my other subjects sux to the core. my klas de 9url all oso vli smart lorrs. top 10 places are mostly taken upp by us 9urls... yea... other klases might nort be soo good as our klas even though we are the third last klas lorrs. yea... some of us are eben betta den them n i really wish my position in the level wuld remain the same so that i cann change klas next year lorrs.... there wuld be some kinda inter-klas basketball n volleyball lorrs... doubt our klas wuld win anything lorrs.... i noe i really a wet blanket budd i really think that we wuld nort win anything at least fer basketball lorrs.....
when wuld good people eber havv their good return back??? (tag me)

2004-06-28T15:57:00.000-07:00

liiew! damn piss off by my result lorrs. de ms ****** givv my lit 9ood coments budd de score ish chao low lorrs. neber top my klas lerrs. saddenin nohh.i havv eben gorten lower den the other tyme jush because my vocab vli de lousy. haiZ. todae seems to be a badd dae fer me lorrs. gort back all my marks accept mayybe history bahh. dun really feel like gettin backk history lorrs. guess wadd?? as usual i flunk my english!! good job to me ehh.... my chinese only was like b3 bahh. so patetic man! budd the score was considered as vli high tu my frens lerrs...sometymes they shuld havv betta/higher expectations of thmselves bahhx??? my geog scores was kiex larrs~nort vli vli good oso nort vli badd lorrs. a1 yarrs. my science i gort a b4 n my paper was really badd full of red markings n stuff that the cher mark!?^o^all my marks were really badd xcept maths barhx. wonder how am i expecting myself tu go fer higher chinese?!?!

anywayys de skuu hadd tis chinese test that ish reconised my the wurld n they wanna us to payy 4orty bucks to go fer a test where they tell yew your standed of chinese. feel like goin budd later make a fool outa myself how???? den gort an overseas tripp to xia men in china fer 10 dayys nort going by sia n suii havv to payy $1388!!! givv me a choice between tis n the test, i really rather go fer the test although the test ish like vli diffcult like that!!! delimma mann~~~

2004-06-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

todae was kkz lorrs. i bought a new handphone cover!? yarrs blue in colour budd transparent one. quite nice larrs though the crystal keypad very de noisey lorrs. yarrs den when fer the tuition thing n got caught fer tokin wiff laine *smiLes* spent $6 dollars on the cover quite kayy ritZ??? stuii stuck in the kLas budd was sms-in cheryl when she ish jush a few seats beside me nia! lame ritz. den went home fer lunch den went fer a hair cut n hair straightenin. look horrible lorrs. den went home to find out that my geog txbook was actually in skool when i did nort eben noe lorrs. diaoo ritz. i really dunno where ish my geog now. if nort in skool den i need to borrow from my frens tomollow. bless me man. went tu complete my maths and stuff lorrs. yarrs. manage to finish ebery ting... budd since the start of the holidaes, i havv nort met any of my bestie frm other skools lorrs. so angry. budd i though believe in fate hope tu see ya soon returnin to skool lerrs by tml yarrs tata! lovv yew owayys!~

`tumbs upp* ^.^

2004-06-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

todae went back to skool thinkin that it was the *** camp again den dampened my sprits. budd todae's programme was much nicer n taught me to be better n bring out the best in me. benifited me lotsa *winks* taught me that i could not owayys havv tings my wayy etc. all good larrs. glad that i went fer that n happy too. must givv n share lorrs. yarrs go do homework lerrs tata
#takkaires

*startin again

2004-06-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

skool startin lerrs a little scared as usual homework nort done n stuff yarrs. yeshtedae was in skool n clocked 2 hours of cip hours like that lerrs budd was a little tirerin though cause after all de hard work stuii gort trainin nohh. was like tryin to pass my runnin thingi wiff the ball. had the 3 peple passin thing n stuff den someone mention about the history proposal n i jush remembered that we( my history group ) havv nort done anything so far n i was sort of panicin. geog havv nort done yet n wadd... maths half done. i am goin ter die lerrs. yarrs stopp here homework loads undone!!

`skooL

2004-06-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

skool goin to start lerrs n i havv like loads of homework undone n stuff yarrs really troubled wiff jush newspaper articles cause if yew ask me... i really loath doin articles cause furxly my english sux( as yew cann see in my spellin n stuff ) secondinly addin to my english suxin... i carnt do a proper summary n wad lorrs. ehh stupid larrs budd i havv not like pass wiff flyin colours that sort of stuff n yarrs homework tis holidae wasnt alot budd i welsh i was like usual slackin n stuff wihich did not really happen when i was back in primary skool. people really change n yarrs trust me. i havv cahnge a lot since primary skool mayybe addin somemore of ap to my self n wadd not. need to go n like finish my bloody homework n stuff. yarrs. tata

`jush a another dae past~

2004-06-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

slackin my tyme awayy. yarrs dun feel like doin homework n stuff jush like slackin slackin n stuff. yarrs. feels so damn bored bein at home. nothin much to change fer the template lerrs cause i dunno how to do a lot of stuff n wadd not lorrs. stupid ehh. haharrs. fren oso taught by fwens of them so like wanna now something more must like wadd??!! ask a long strin of ppLe??? yarrs lame ritz?! feels as though ppLe havv been diaoo-in me lorrs. yarrs hate the holidaes. when eber it comes i wuld be coop up at home n wadd hav headavhe n grow mould arhz. den wadd. so stupid. stay at home n grow mould arhz... *yawn*
father's dae ish round de coner. dunno wadd to buy fer my dad?! suggestions anyone??? havv like half de whole pile of homework not done so i betta stopp bloggin n concentrate on homework as nxt weaek is the last week of the holidaes lerrs. pianng!?
good not tu go to skool cause dun need tu do homework budd no frewns to go to so i rather go tu skool ^~^ *smiles* jush visited a few of my 'frens' ( dunno cann call them my frens not, cause i noe them not so closely not eben hi bye frens lorrs ) bloggers n stuff yarrs think i wuld stopp here lorrs. yarrs.
-tankeyew to ppLe havv help me in a wayy or other in my new blogger!! *winks*

new blog skin

2004-06-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

yoxie ppLe.. change blog skin lerrs. yarr. hope yew all willg ivv coments n yarrs. wadd not larrs. rmb to leave ur handy prints here arhx.. tankeyew takkaires worx. me need to go lerrs yarrs.

mishin bloggin

2004-06-16T18:53:00.000-07:00

so longg neber come lerrs. mish bloggin. yarrs. budd there's nothin i wuld wanna add cause tis few daes were borin n i believe that Genting ish equally borin yarrs. urmms. uh-huh. nth mush to sae other that most of my homework are undone. yarrs. genting waeh really hot though. yarrs. stopp here. huGGess* symle owayys. yarrs. takkaries.